January 1st, 2016

First order of business: A few small changes, Things I can control.

Because I dislike the word "hate" I will remove it from my vocabulary as much as I possibly can. I also dislike the word "resolution". I have never heard the word used except for the first week of every new year.

One of my first goals for this new year, 2016, is to breathe through my nose more. Isn't that a funny a funny goal? I got fatter and I have been overweight for years. I turned into a mouth breather, and it's gross. This will change in 2016. Yeah, first order of business is change a few little things like my goal to return to being a nose breather.

I haven't posted a lot of pictures because I dislike most of them. I've been unsatisfied with my physical appearance for a long time and it affects relationships and limits my spectrum in my day to day life. I need to accept who I am and what I look like. Wanna hear something weird I thought up? Our friends and family know what we look like much better than we do! We get this one angle by looking into a mirror while everyone else gets a 360 degree view. Love yourself. Regardless of anything else.

The following photo is a great "BEFORE" snap as I begin to CHANGE.

IREALZ (Crimson Gods) and Bucky (Flavor Lab)